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Erin Halfelven/Morgan Preece: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..."
Posted by: Admin on Wednesday, March 24, 2004 - 04:12 AM Printer Friendly
I could scream...



Part 8


by Sherilynne Amber MacDonald

From Her Diary...


Page 90

So I play dress up in my room by myself. Maybe it's something girls do.

After I've got my undies on I picke what I'm gonna wear that everybody sees. I've got lots of pretty dresses and sometimes I take them out and try them on. Some of them are for like parties and some of them are for like just wearing around if I want to wear a dress. Which is a weird thought cause I used to be a boy and boys don't wear dresses much, ha!

So far I haven't worn one of the dresses out of my room but someday I will I guess. I mean, I'm a girl now and no one will think I'm weird just cause I wear a dress.

I've got skirts too and one of them is this little bitty denim skirt, it is so short that I wonder if Mommy knows I have it?

But I look so good in it! I've got these long legs and I'm kinda skinny and this short skirt makes me look so tall and I bet if I wore it to the mall and that Connery Thomas-who's-he saw me he would drop his tongue and step on it.

So I'm not going to wear that either! Sure would be funny to see the boys's faces if I did, though.



Page 89

So I've got these cargo pants that are cool cause they have lots of pockets except that some of the pockets are fake cause they aren't really pockets just buttons on fake flaps. The pants come to just below my knees with big cuffs and they sit right on my hips and they make me look tall too. They're gray which sounds like a dull color but they're not.

And if I wear this top I've got, it doesn't have any sleeves and just one strap that goes over my LEFT shoulder and like looks like it ties there with a bow but it doesn't. Then its got wide gray and pink stripes that go kinda sideways but the top ends several inches above my pants so part of my belly shows.

I look really good that way, too, though that doesn't look as good with the shoes I've got that go with my dresses and it looks stupid with my sneakers too. I can't wear that anywhere till I find the shoes that go with it. Maybe boots?

I've even got some high heels and I practice walking in them some times when I'm wearing one of the party dresses in my room. This red pair is like my favorite cause they've got like a black and red bow on the front and big clunky heels that are easy to walk in. Some of these shoes would just like kill you if you had to walk very far in them.

I've got like fifty pairs of shoes. I know we're rich cause who has fifty pairs of shoes and they aren't rich?



Page 88

So I take the cargo pants off cause they don't go with any shoes I've got. Mommy needs to take me Shopping, again, cause I'm a girl and I'm silly that way, I guess.

I'm giggling so I guess that proves it.

I like wearing my daisy butt jeans that I bought last time but they are in the wash, so I get out one of my jumpers to wear. I had to look in some of the magazines I've got to find out what some of this stuff is called cause why would a boy know?

This one is called a jumper skort, it's blue, and I've got several of these cause they make me look cute. A jumper skort is like a pair of overalls with straps on my shoulders and a bib in front and below the waist it is like a pair of really wide-leg shorts. It almost looks like I'm wearing a skirt with them.

I put on a different top with this, just a plain t-shirt but it's a really short t-shirt so that on the side you can like see a bit of skin between the t-shirt and the waist of the jumper where the bib comes down. The straps cross in the back and you can see a bit of skin back there too, I bet.

It's a pink t-shirt, I like pink now, so I put on pink socks and my white leather sneakers with the pink laces and I look so cute if Sheri's dad was here he would call me 'Princess'.



Page 87

But sooner or later, I have to leave my room. So I'm dressed and I put on some jewelry. Usually just a necklace that is just like plain gold and some earrings. The lambs look really cute with the jumper skort.

I've done this like every day for three days and when I come out Gary says I'm stinking up the house and I threaten to spray him with cologne.

His friends come over and they like stare at me sometimes. I can't figure that out. I asked one, I think his name is Gib. "Why are you staring at me?"

"I dunno," he goes. "I guess I like looking at you."

I'm all, "Well, stop it, you're beginning to creep me out."

And then I put the TV on something I know they won't stay in the room with like a soap opera or some moony movie.

Gary always grins at me when his friends are staring. In fact, if I come in the room and his friends don't see me right away, Gary will tell them to look at me. I made a kissy face at one of them and he jumped up and said he had to leave right away. Gary and I both laughed about that one.

But most of the time I am so bored I could scream.




Page 86

I have got the coolest Dad!
We're going to Disneyland!

Not till Saturday!
Omigod!


I wonder what should I wear?




Note: TG magic transmigration age progression child to teen rated-M
Part 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1.

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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by DebraKay on Mar 24, 2004 - 05:05 AM
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I'm not at all sure how you can get a happy ending out of this lovely and unique story, but I sure hope that you do. How did you come up with the concept of a "Backwards" story? I don't ever remember seeing this style before, but its interesting!



Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by Admin on Mar 24, 2004 - 12:12 PM
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I'm ambidextrous myself, I used to be able to write with either hand, though even more poorly with my left than my right. :) Being ambidextrous means you're twice as clumsy as a normal person in some ways. I can't do it well at all now, out of practice.

One of the consequences is that I can read backwards printing, so this story twist just sort of suggested itself to me when I wondered what would happen if a left handed person ended up in the body of a right handed one. :)

I'm glad you're enjoying it. :)

- Erin


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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by Jezzi on Mar 24, 2004 - 07:48 AM
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I am continuing to enjoy this delightfully different story, Erin, but I too wonder how there can be a happy ending - if that is your goal, which perhaps it is not. So many problems for poor Sameri :-)



Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by Admin on Mar 24, 2004 - 12:16 PM
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Well this was a happy ending for this segment at least, wasn't it? :)

Even with a happy ending, there must be a little sadness in this story. As Sam says, "Death isn't fair".

- Erin


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Giggle, I know how it could end in a happy way! GEEZ... (Score: 1)
by Angel (angelohare@earthlink.net)
on Mar 24, 2004 - 10:40 AM
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you guys! I'm surprised at you, that many folks here tend to pick the doom and gloom interpretation for stories that can be interpreted as fun and happy.

Ok, in Sam I Am the character(s) are a boy who looks like a girl in all ways and there is no doubt in anyones mind that Sam IS A GIRL when they see him/her.

I mean, even if they puuled down his/her panties what would they see? Yup Sam I Am is Sam in mind only. I find it funny that being eight years old in a fifteen year old girls body is something a bit different. How much memory is Sam goiing to remember anyway? All that is ever said save for one diary entry was he/sher knew he/she used to be a boy of eight years old.

Once the eight year old gets a grip and she is already doing that, it will be clear sailing for everything besides her past. Now that is where the problems are really big! No past as a boy or a girl and the only past as a boy is a flashback that might be true or might not be.

The only things I see that are holding her back are 1) her lack of memory of her past. 2) her eight year old mentality. 3) not knowing her family and friends.

I am very curious as to how Erin is going to develop this from here. Is she ever going to remember her past as either the boy or girl person? Is Sam going to remember more and more of his past causing more division within his only in the mind existence?

Time will tell

Huggles
Angel



Re: Giggle, I know how it could end in a happy way! GEEZ... (Score: 1)
by Admin on Mar 24, 2004 - 12:18 PM
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Angel is my cheerleader. :) And yes, time will tell.

- Erin


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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by slothrop on Mar 24, 2004 - 12:43 PM
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Why do I feel like you are lulling us all to sleep with the current tone? I guess I am just paranoid. This is going much too smoothly for your Sam. I expect Disneyland will provide some revelations, or at least some fun.

This thing has got to be the record teasing serial- I feel like the people who waiting at the docks in New York for the latest chapters of Dickens. (He was the first real fiction marketing genius).

Still going to check in an leave annoying comments Erin-
Tyrone



Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by Admin on Mar 24, 2004 - 01:12 PM
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Love your comments, Ty, and I hope you keep coming around to annoy us. :)

I'm not sure why I picked such short segments, but that's why I'm posting twice a week. I guess it just seems more diary like?

- Erin


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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by Wanda on Mar 24, 2004 - 03:17 PM
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It took me some while to figure out the new logo. I like it, it looks like colored chalk used on a blackboard and the little reversed logo is partially erased. Or am I getting too clever? ;>

I cheat tho. I've read this as far as Erin has it written, so I'm not going to comment on where it might be going. But do you know how hard it is to proofread something with deliberate misspellings?

Wanda: Violent is misspelled eight times.
Erin: I meant to do that.

<{{;>

Wanda



Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..."(Score: 1)
by LittleDee (debbiduwriter@aol.com) on Mar 25, 2004 - 02:29 AM
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I LOVE that new logo! Are you, perhaps, a professional designer? If not, whoever did this site certainly is or should be. I just spent much of the last 4 days helping a friend by proofreading and editing his 25 page term paper on Graphic Design.


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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by Admin on Mar 25, 2004 - 02:58 AM
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I did the site and the logo. I have worked as a graphic designer but it's been a number of years. I had two years of graphic design in college (with art classes and film classes, too). That was while going for a second degree in art, one I never completed. :)

Nearly all the logos here are by me using paintshop pro and gimp. I also did the artwork on Esperanza by Brian Matthews and Lainie Lee. That was during a burst of creative energy caused by finding a medication that stopped my hand tremors. :)

By the way, if I do a logo for your story here on BC, you own it as much as I do. :) You can use it elsewhere if you like, I won't mind.

- Erin


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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by Admin on Mar 25, 2004 - 03:02 AM
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Deliberate misspellings? If no one else is going to mention Andie's lithp, I will. :)

- Erin


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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by chris91740 (redding96003@yahoo.com)
on Mar 25, 2004 - 02:13 AM
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O-Kay! When is the TITANIC arriving to New York Harbor? Doom and Gloom, Doom and Gloom. As Eeyore would say, "Why Bother", It will just still confuse you in the end.



Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by Admin on Mar 25, 2004 - 03:00 AM
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I'm not sure I understand this comment. :) Good ol' Eeyore.

Thanks anyway Chris. :) Do you want to explain it?

- Erin


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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..."(Score: 1)
by chris91740 (redding96003@yahoo.com) on Mar 25, 2004 - 03:21 PM
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I asked my better-half? that question. She told me that the Titanic reference was about the better off dead comment. I said Huh? She said something about the end of the world when the Titanic come to port, and that the doom & gloom was refering to Hitchcock'en way that the story is building up. That feeling of doom & gloom is thick in the story plot. And that is my wife's opinion. Now as for me when I can get to use MY computer and I get a chance to read the stories (that will be the day) then I could comment on the stories. And she won't get her own log in name she uses mine. "Oh Well", "Why bother", its a good marrage so why mess it up!
The real Chris W


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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by Admin on Mar 25, 2004 - 08:14 PM
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Now I understand except one thing? :) What better off dead comment? Sheri's conclusion after her musings was exactly the opposite. She said, "I think I was dead and I don't want to be dead again." Not I wish I was dead...

Maybe a reader said it in a comment I don't remember?

Anyway, thanks for reading and contributing comments, both of you. :)

- Erin



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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by glavyril on Mar 26, 2004 - 07:55 PM
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Erin,
Ya got me! I am hooked. I gave you my best guess and since then I am not sure where you are going but, I am following along. As with many stories here or anywhere, I "don't get it" but I enjoy the package. Keep up the good work.

Gwen


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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by Admin on Mar 26, 2004 - 07:59 PM
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Glad to have you along, Gwen :) And thanks for commenting. :)

- Erin


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Re: Sam I Am -8- "I could scream..." (Score: 1)
by glavyril on Mar 26, 2004 - 08:30 PM
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No problem, thanks for censoring. :)


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